What is life without a job?

September 2019

Once I decided to invest my time in job preparation there was no looking back. I gave mock tests daily. Brushed up my general and engineering knowledge. I stopped using any social media except Youtube for study purpose. There were a lot of failures initially when I tried my luck in diffrent exams . My desperation reached peak when I had started giving all sorts of exams like SSC CGL, Selection Post, CHSL, SBI PO, SSB other than Engineering jobs in my stream. Each day was same just Study-Eat-Study-Sleep-Repeat.

My failures led to success finally. My dream came true to become Govt Oficer in WBSETCL. The wait, struggle, the effort was worth it.

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Unemployment is hard, Taunts are harder and Uncertainty is hardest.

After doing job for almost 3 years , no message was being received saying “Your account has been credited with Rs. XXXXXXX”. My mother started getting tensed“ If you cant bag a job why did you resign?” . As I was topper in my whole study life, my relatives left no moment to comment “What is the use of so much study if she now needs to be get married to live?” All these were devastating my courage but I kept going.

Just after passing out from my college, I started working in a renowned Telecom Company as Graduate Engineer Trainee - my first exposure to an industrial world. Though job profile was good, possibility of career growth I found limited there, specially in India. So after 8 months I decided to switch my profile to the most expanding field of India.

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My quest for growth pulled me towards IT industry with scope of learning different technologies and languages . I worked hard for a major IT firm for almost 2 years as a project developer and got onsite opportunity as well. But working on the same technology was getting on my nerves. I wanted to work in other projects to learn and work on other languages but to no avail. Gradually I was feeling I was not doing something, for which I am born. And one day I decided to quit this whole drama to restart my life again .

July 2016

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Hello, I have a question about astral projection. I started to get interested in this a little while after my mum passed in april. I thought I may be able to see her and speak with her if I managed to achieve astral projection. Since this interest, every time i sleep on my back I go into sleep paralysis. However, I cant progress into astral projection because it is very scary for me as I feel like I'm suffocating when this happens. I panic and force myself to wake up. This only ever happened about once a year before this. It sometimes lasts a long time. This has happened about 3 times per week since my mum died, as mentioned on a previous post. I no longer try to go into it anymore(due to the suffocating feeling), but it still happens. I read that sleep paralysis is the pathway to astral projection. Why has this started to happen so frequently since simply taking an interest in it? Is this connected to the afterlife? I am concerned about it as I now cannot seem to stop this happening. Could it be my mum trying to communicate? Im asking due to more knowledge around this in this group.

March 2017

The journey wasn't easy. All my friends were employed. Social interaction therefore was limited. My peers had started going on-site to Europe and USA or enrolled for MBA programmes in some of the best institutes. Some had even benefitted from job switches, an option I clearly didn't want . Each day each moment was spent thinking “There is something for Me”

January 2019

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So then the cycle of Govt Job preparation started as a full time job.( it was always with me in pieces)

It was New Year with me being jobless with high dreams.

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Is it okay if I am not interested to talk to any of my relatives as I saw the real faces in my brother's marriage as none of them helped us rather were a kind of disappointment and were talking bad?